Logan does not like to sing :) but I like his voice

hmmm hmmm hmmm.... I've been hummin and singing a lot lately. I like to sing, I really really like to sing. Sometimes I sing really loud and pretty bad (voice cracking and such) usually when I'm the oldest or only one home :) I make myself laugh when I'm the only one home and I'm singing really loud. I hope when Logan and I get married we live somewhere that I can sing really loud, but if we live in an apartment I'll keep my loud singing strictly confined to the truck :D. I like singing nice too, it's amazing how, for me at least, singing just seems to mean more than talking. Sometimes when I'm praying I'll sing the words, sort of like a joyful noise :) it's awesome. I loooooove singing! I loooooove to sing to God the best, He understands what it means. When I sing for other people unless I tell them how much it means they have no idea that I'm not just singing, I'm pouring out my heart. *sigh* maybe that's why I like singing to God so much, because it's like I'm giving all of myself. It's like when I'm singing my soul is singing not just my mouth. Just thinking about praising God and giving myself totally to Him in worship, just letting go.... man, I feel awed and giddy at the same time. I want to dance, I want to skip, I want to sing :)

I love singing.

tired post

:) short note, gotta sleep. I've tried to post on here a coupla times since my last post and it just won't work for me. :P dumb blogger.

Logan is in the field this week, I got to talk to him Monday night but I probably won't be able to talk to him again until Friday :P Hopefully he'll be able to come down Friday night, but he might not be able to make it until Saturday morning. *shrugs* we'll see. I'm really excited. I just wrote him a huuuuuuuuge e-mail because God's been talkin to me all about him and how much He loves him and how He wants Logan to be closer to Him. :) God loves Logan a LOT :D He loves me too, and He loves us :) yay.

Oooookay guys, I'm really tired now and my brain is ceasing to function correctly. Those last few sentences took me a couple minutes. :P I'll tryyyy to post more later.